Dopamine and Responses to Food in EDs
'Why is recovering from ED so hard?'. It can be difficult to understand why and how eating can be so difficult for someone. If you have read around this blog, you will likely have noticed that I am very interested in the brain/hormone changes that occur with ED. You will have also noticed that there are many of these changes, thus partially accounting for the changes we see in people who battle EDs.
Well, yet another study now gives us more insight into why eating for ED patients is so hard (http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/eat.20937/full). This study found that in patients with ED, eating does not stimulate the 'reward' centre in the brain (the dopamine system, DA). In people without ED, eating causes DA release, which makes our brains realize that it is 'happy' or 'good'. As a result, our brains learn that food = happy and food = reward and food = good. But, what if our brains DID NOT release DA when we ate? What would happen? We would think food = bad, food = not exciting and food = not rewarding. So, why would we want to eat? We wouldn't. And it appears that this is exactly what goes on in the brain of a patient with ED.

I like this kind of information because once again, it gives hope to people with ED. This is proof that this is not 'all in their head'. It really is a mental illness, and sadly, the brain and body seem to adapt to restriction in such a way that works against the patient in recovery. In simpler terms, because the patient's brain is telling them that not eating is rewarding, they find it very hard to eat in recovery because eating does not feel good or rewarding. Imagine doing something that you don't like. Then doing it again and again, almost six times a day. Does that sound fun or easy? No. This is exactly what ED recovery is like for patients. Not fun. Not easy. Not enjoyable.

Recovery is challenging because one must 'ignore' what the brain and body are saying for a while (ex. Not being hungry but still eating according to a timed schedule, cruising through the anxiety of gaining weight and feeling full, not feeling excited or happy to eat, etc.). But over time, the body and brain start to adjust and it becomes a habit. Over time, the brain will start to realize that food = good, food= strong, and food = life. And soon enough, food = freedom from ED. It may take time – and unfortunately, no one knows how long that will be. But one thing is for certain: it is possible, doable, and worthwhile. In the meantime, keep fighting. Surround yourself with people who love and care for you, and can support you during this time. Find ways to cope with difficult feelings. Pamper yourself, and use distractions. Do whatever you can to keep pushing…trust me, it is worth it. And you can – and WILL do it.